More than that, it made me question myself and shape my values, based essentially on the "abandonment" of my country and the substitution of it for another one. Was that so-called patriotic feeling actually a feeling of remorse misinterpreted by my conscience, who before, tried to renegade its own rusty country in favor of a newer, more interesting and more fruitful one? Suddenly, as if a subconscious "button" had been activated, questions and more questions started to cloud my mind, which in turn triggered answers that molded more and more values.